Saturday, July 02, 2005

Not a Very Good Week

Yesh another weekend, another step closer to ORD (thou still long)... Went bowling with my friends on Tuesday night at Clementi RC, an enjoyable night cause they were just so funny people especially Ah Wee. Thursday, rapelling day. Everybody in camp was so excited for this day as its the 1st time for most of us. Seriously, i'm not that excited cause i'm afraid of heights (thats why i lived on the 2nd floor) haha. I slipped on my 1st jump causing myself to hang at a vertical position in mid-air, 4 storey high! Managed to stay calm and flipped myself back to position. Phew! The 2nd jump was kinda cocked up due to the increasing phobia of falling again. The 4th, which is the last jump, was the best. Made no mistakes, rapel down with full confidence and felt a strong sense of satisfaction. After i landed, took over as ropeman for 4-5 times continuously, "suay" to the maximum! Today, Saturday, guessed it will be just a boring day. Groin till now still suffering from blue black and swell. Been thinking of what Catherine told me last night. Made me ponder what sort of situation i'm in and i supposed i'm in shits. If what she said is true, that will be the 3rd time i "dio pian" by "g". Been living in darkness and suspense recently, hope things will change to the better........