Saturday, July 30, 2005

Selfishness of My Platoon Mates

Was thinking of what happened yesterday when i was in camp. Booked in on Thursday just for Friday, the special day. Was recalled back to camp to prepare for next week's evalution, which meant tonnes of work and preparation was needed to be done that day. Was hoping everybody could help out and book out early together but it turns out to be a disappointment. I did my section's work, collected rations for the platoon, zeroed my weapon, help my buddy to draw his tes set and went to help out with other section's work. Was shocked to see that only Eric and Pengkun was doing the ASK. 7 vehicles, 2 man doing. My mind was thinking where the hell are the guys from other sections? All slacking in the bunk, bathed, sleeping, not willing to help. The excuses they gave was "they are so slow, whole morning only managed to set up1-2 vehicles". Thus they don't wanna help. What kind of mindset is this? Ya we do understand that sai gang is soooooo sianz, who wants to do it. But as a platoon, its everyone responsibility to help out and finish everythng asap. Only 2 man working, even an idiot will know thats why they are slow. Comparations was made saying that why the last batch can do so fast, why we cant? Why don't they compare the number of people working at the same time? If you guys came to help, things won't be the same. Even if you guys tried to fix 5 metal parts each, we will feel gratitude already. Smoked out, cao geng, slack, selfishness are the words to describe you guys. You know who you people are. One of my section mate even tried to psycho me not to help the others, saying that let them hate him lor, he's ord soon and they won't be seeing him in the future. Thats the worst thing i have heard from one's mouth. Haiz felt really disappointed in them but thanks god that there are still some helpful souls in my platoon. Hope things will change to the better in the future...

Monday, July 25, 2005

Chinablack

Went black on Sat due to the collapsed of Momo plans. I cut into the queue when the bouncer wasn't looking. Was just about 10th in queue with my friends but then still waited for 1hr+++. Sickening but then nothing to do so just join in the crowd and sweat along haha. Hmm saw1 girl queueing in front of us alone, felt sad for her because she was rejected entry as she nv brought her IC along. Was quite stupid of her, think she new to that place? Or she think she very chio the door bitch will let her through haha. Went in, saw my ex gf. She changed... Feel awkward after meeting her as its been 8months i last seen her. Guessed she was bit drunk as she don't even know that a fucking fat ugly bastard was just behind her taking adavantage of her. Nearly approach that guy and beat him haha... Controlled myself and i just ask her to come down and dance with me instead. Was quite emotional as she cried and not wanting me to leave. Haiz why must she cry when my my weakess point is to see a girl cry... Left the place around 3 and went for supper with Xiaohei and Shifu. Had a discussion, also known as After Action Review (AAR). We all agreed that Chinablack sux. Lots of Malays and guys, the number of girls on the dancefloor can be counted with my pair of hands. Lousy atmosphere, lousy drinks and housepour they served. Bourbon coke & vodka sprite are no different from kopitiam coke & sprite. Tequila shots taste like spoiled teh-si. Advice for people is not to go there anymore unless its free haha... Then went Orchard Tower to see some transvetite haha.. Quite an awesome sight as there's really some very pretty "girls". Some jus sux, they are just the perfect example to describe a failure operation. I think i grow long hair oso chio-er than them ah. Went home after that, waited for my NR6 for 30mins coz i missed one, freaking hell...

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Pulau Ubin

Went cycling at Ubin today with Roger, Peng Kun, Guang Jenq, Weiqin and the Eric Brothers. "Tian Bu Zuo Mei", rained a few times, causing us to stop a number of times during the journey in training sheds (commonly known as shelters) haha.What worse is the muddy soiled water splashed both our front and back when the wheel spinned, damn dirty. Took lots of nice and funny pictures especially the one on Roger (will try to post it). Roger was also the man of the day. He was "suaned" badly by us but then no choice. Without you, we won't be having that much fun. Ate dinner there and we went home shagged and dirtied. Very tired now, can't think of anymore stuffs to type haha... Going sentosa tml, another shag and dirty day... PLEASE DON"T RAIN!!!!!!

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Shaofong

Its sad Sunday again. Book in day... One week of offs is over just like that. Did nothing meaningful in this 1 whole week. Wasted 7 days of my life haha. Went to a ktv pub with my friends and we opened a bottle of chivas. We drank like fanatic disregarding the circumstances. Shaofong, the man of the day, drank like nobody business. Him alone can vs 5 other guys haha, really drank damn lots of alcohol. (Seems very able to drink yea?). Went to Singapore river after that and guessed what, he "fainted" haha. He's dead, totally dead. The effects came 1 hour later, don't know how he managed to survive so long haha. He "slept" there till 8+ in the morning and Ming Kang sent him home after that. A sad book in day for him too haha... I realised something common in drunkards. They tends to say : Bu Yao Guan Wo, Ni Men Xian Zou. Haha its true right? Time to go, seeya peeps!

Saturday, July 09, 2005

An Occupied Day

Good morning! Hmm haven slept since yesterday but don't even feel a bit of shagness yet. Went back to my primary school yesterday with my other classmates. Its been 10 yrs since i have enter that place. Its a totally new building with new rules and stupid "laws" like visitor cannot go beyond here and there. Met Mdm Lum, my favourite Chinese teacher, chatted with her and she's retiring this year. So sadz... She can't recognise me at all till the others told her. She said i've changed alot (ya pimples alot lah sianz). Joined their alumni too, looking forward to the 1st alumni function. Went to Yongjie house after that, his dad can't recognise me too haha... Last time i really looked potato =( Guess what i did after that? Meet Kelvin for billiard again... Jerold and Jinsheng joined us later and we went to eat the cheapskate 2 piece special haha. Kelvin left after that, so the 3 of us went..... BILLIARD AGAIN!!! Missed the last train so we went to The Coffee Club to slack and chit chat (guys gossips). An expensive session as we spent $40+... PS : the food sucks! Better don't eat.
Took NR home and played Dota till now... Thats it, 1 more day to book in day!! Happy like f***
For the past few days, i realised i still misses her. Was asking myself, does love really exist between us? I should say have she ever like me...

Monday, July 04, 2005

Broke Broke

Went to meet Kelvin and Meng Kit to play billiard in Orchard just now. Was bit on form as i did some spectacular yet "tyco" shots. But highest break was only at 18 haha... Spend a total of $36.20 today don't know on what. All "invisible" stuffs. Did some calculations on how much i can spend from July 9th to Aug 9th, at most $390... How to survive.... =( Luckily no need to spend money on July 30th which is her birthday. Why leh? You guys know why haha... Saw her online just now, was hoping that she will reply but then as usual, no response from her. Was she avoiding me or what? Seriously, i also don't know... Just wanna get back my metal pieces from her, is that so difficult... And yes finally i completed my blog thanks to CY, PK and Hui. Any comments on how to improve my blog are welcomed hee... Hmm time to go...

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Not a Very Good Week

Yesh another weekend, another step closer to ORD (thou still long)... Went bowling with my friends on Tuesday night at Clementi RC, an enjoyable night cause they were just so funny people especially Ah Wee. Thursday, rapelling day. Everybody in camp was so excited for this day as its the 1st time for most of us. Seriously, i'm not that excited cause i'm afraid of heights (thats why i lived on the 2nd floor) haha. I slipped on my 1st jump causing myself to hang at a vertical position in mid-air, 4 storey high! Managed to stay calm and flipped myself back to position. Phew! The 2nd jump was kinda cocked up due to the increasing phobia of falling again. The 4th, which is the last jump, was the best. Made no mistakes, rapel down with full confidence and felt a strong sense of satisfaction. After i landed, took over as ropeman for 4-5 times continuously, "suay" to the maximum! Today, Saturday, guessed it will be just a boring day. Groin till now still suffering from blue black and swell. Been thinking of what Catherine told me last night. Made me ponder what sort of situation i'm in and i supposed i'm in shits. If what she said is true, that will be the 3rd time i "dio pian" by "g". Been living in darkness and suspense recently, hope things will change to the better........